YTuesday, November 30, 2004

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YSunday, November 28, 2004

sad ar wah lau!! after viewing through a number of stupid blogs, i feel forgotten.. haiz...why must there be someone to take initiatives in maintianing a stupid friendship... or should i say... i am poor at juggling with friendships sort of thingy... "i wun touch u unless u come and touch me" blah blah well, its raining while i am typing this entry, and listening to a sad song "who am i"
very very low self esteem now..unlike the usual me..


feel offended? i dun give a damn..
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YSaturday, November 27, 2004

Came back from Drama Camp yesterday.. ton one night only den i feeel so tired.. starting to feel the age liao.. nevertheless, its still fun as ever haha

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YTuesday, November 23, 2004

我今天去了中央醫院,拿化研報告,可說知道, 坐了沒多久, 近聽到有人問: "來看病阿"? 我轉過頭來, 發現原來是一位老伯. "對啊, 我是來看化驗報告的, 因為我有乙型肝炎." "哇!這不是開玩笑吧, 我三十年前也得了肝炎, 所以現在我都有定期檢查! 我告訴你阿,你要非常注重你的飲食,特便是高糖,高蛋白, 還有蘇采,這些都要吃. 那堙酒和紅肉 最好是不要沾. 運動也不能太激烈, 不要逞強. 因為你的肝已經受順了,不能佷好地供應你運動時所耗掉的能量,而且,你的肝也不能佷有效地製造蛋白,我想, 就是因為這一樣,你才會拿麼瘦." '叮咚' "呀到我了,小兄弟,我們哒會兒在聊." (type 到這里, 我不僅覺得...丂(kao)啊!原來打華文字出來是多麼的crazy啊!! )
"叮咚" 1118* 到我了.. 我起身走到了五號房門前,審慎西了一口氣,便敲門近去. Ｄｒ　Ｌｕｍａｎ　ｗａｓ　ｓｍｉｌｉｎｇ　ａｔ　ｍｅ，"Good news Mr Phua! you have sucessfully converted into a carrier and your body is showing signs of anti-bodies. Good, good. however, you must ｅａｔ　ｗｅｌｌ　ａｎｄ　ｅｘｅｒｃｉｓｅ　 ｒｅｇｕｌａｒｙ, because there is also a possibility that your HｅｐＢ　ｍｉｇｈｔ　ｔｕｒｎ　ａｃｔｉｖｅ　ａｇａｉｎ．Ｓｏ，　ｉ　ｓｈａｌｌ　ｓｅｅ　ｙｏｕ　ｉｎ　３　ｍｏｎｔｈｓ’ｔｉｍｅ．　Ｉｓ　ｉｔ　ａｌｒｉｇｈｔ？＂　＂ｏｋ　ｄｅｎ，　ｓｅｅ　ｕ．＂
＂ｔｈａｎｋｓ　ｄｏｃｔｏｒ＂
我走出房門，坐了一陣子，那老伯便出來了．＂咿，這麼養了？醫生這麼說呢？＂
＂醫生說我的病情有了好轉，那，這是化驗報告．＂＂我看看啊．．．ｈｍｍｍ　好！但是你的甘還是有些發炎呀＂＂哈哈，已經比上一次好佷多了！那老伯您現在去那裡呢？＂他便反問我，＂你呢？＂　＂我現在去吃午飯．＂　＂好，也正式時候了，一起走吧．＂
接著，我們便一同去了牛車水的意見粥品店．在那，我還得知了這位老伯的大ｎｕ﹡兒是個醫生nu*婿也是為醫生,而他的醫學知識則是來自書本.
對於今天所碰到的這位殴老伯, 他實在是知識淵博,又肯樂與助人. 哇se! 我今天衝他身上學來的,可說是獲益不潛sia!


to view wad ever crap i have uploaded above, (or if u cannot see anything but nonsense) right click on it and select 'encoding, den choose 'unicode (UTF-8)' enjoy..


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YSaturday, November 20, 2004

The knight in shining armour.

Deep inside every man there is a hero or a knight. More than anything, he wants to succeed in serving and protecting the woman he loves. when he feels trusted, he is able to tap into this noble part of himself. He becomes more caring. When he doesn't feel trusted, he loses some of this aliveness and energy, and after a while, he stops caring.
Imagine a knight in shinning armour travelling through the countryside. Suddenly he heard a woman crying in distress. In an instant, he urges his horse to a gallop, races to her castle, where she was trapped by the dragon. The noble Knight pulls out his sword and slays the dragon. As a result, he is lovingly recieved by the princess.
As the gates open he is welcomed and celebrated by the family of the princess and the townspeople. He is invited to live in the town and adknowledged as a hero. He and the princess fell in love.
A month later the noble knight goes off on another trip. On his way back, he hears his beloved princess crying out for help. Another dragon has attacked the castle. When the knight arrives he pulls out his sword to slay the dragon.
Before he swings, the princess cried out from the tower, "dun use your sword, use the noose. It will work better."
She throws him the noose and instructed him how to use it. He wraps it around the dragon's neck and then pulls hard. The dragon dies and everyone rejoices.
At the celebration dinner, the knight feels he didn't really do anything. Somehow, because he used her noose and didn't use his sword, he doesn't feel worthy of the town's trust and admiration. After the event he is slightly depressed and forgets to shine his armour.
A month later he goes on another trip. As he leaves with his sword, the princess reminds him to be carefull and take the noose. On his way back, he sees yet another dragon attacking the castle. He rushes forward with his sword, but hesitated, thinking if he should use the noose instead. In that moment, the dragon breathes fire and burns his arm. He fell and looked up to the castle tower. He saw the princess waving at him, shouting "use the poison, the noose won't work.
She throws him a bottle of poison, which he poured into the dragon's mouth, and the dragon dies. Everyone rejoices, but the knight felt ashamed.
A month later, the knoght went off on another journey. As he leaves with his sword, the princess reminded him to be careful and to bring along the noose and the poison. He is annoyed by her suggestions but brings them just in case.
This time, on his journey, he hears another woman in distress. As he rushes to her aid, his depression is lifted and he feels confident again. But as he draws near, he hesitates, should i use the noose, or the poison? What would the princess say?
For the moment his confused. But then he remembers how he felt before he knew the princess, back in the days when he carried only his sword. With a burst of renewed confidence, he draws his sword and slays the dragon.
The knight in shinning armour never returned to his princess. He stayed in the village and lived happily ever after. He eventually married, but only after making sure his new partner knew nothing about nooses and poison.
-END-


yahyaya~ this article ain't written by me ..haha comparing previous posts and this, the dif is machiam heaven and earth, Jurong point and White Sands.. But i just find it interesting and decided to share it. ^_^



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YWednesday, November 17, 2004

how come nobody writes thing in my tagboard de har. _UCK sia !! very very angry !

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YTuesday, November 16, 2004

date: 111104
setting: Bedok MRT platform
weather: I imagined that it was snowing(for dramatic effects)
on my way back from 85, i hopped on a train towards aljunied.. it was really cold, and while i was msging my fren, this magician sitting on the opposite row took out a pack of cards, den two white rubber bands. he looked around him, smiled, intersected, and locked the rubber bands. all within the train compartment was looking at him(like the way normal S'poreans would as if u are a freak) den, he blew lightly at the bands and pulled the 2 bands apart. poof! it became COCOCRUNCH!!.. erm.. no la, the bands just became separated. He smiled at the old lady sitting beside me, and the lady smiled back, appreciating his efforts. The rest, simply looked away or got busy with sms's again. Suddenly, he raised the pack of cards, reviewed the top card, (its a diamond king) slot it into the middle of the deck, blew it, and reviewed the top card..as expected, diamond king showed its face. The magician den tilted his head slightly, gave a smile. this time, he took out a marker pen and wrote something on the card, bend it in half. he slot that king once again into the pile, made eye contact with everyone who was watching and raised one eyebrow. he raised the deck with his left hand and did a pulling action above the deck with the other hand. and it was like "poped" the top card protrude out as if it was bent before. yap, its that king again.

at this time, i've reached my station and counldn't witness anymore of his magical tricks.. but it left me thking.. y in the world would he wanna do wad he did? was it to gain some performing experience, or wasit his sole intention to brightened up the days of others just like wad he did with the old lady earlier on? if thats the case, would i do the same thing he did if i'm able to pull tricks like his'? will u?


*btw, i still imagined that it was snowing lightly when i left the cabin* (haha)

yongbin was here with you at 23:06 .

YMonday, November 15, 2004

sia la.. waste one day reading a book on puasa. its cork la, but its a book bout building relationships
my chat with a fren has brought me to remember a few chapters of the book. She initiated a breakup, claiming that the guy is too possesive..and that she cannot breath, everything she does is for him, for him for him.. even going with her own frens, she has to thk of his reaction and cared for his feelings before deciding to go onot. Well.. thru the theory of the book i read, its very normal for her to thk this way, that is, she has been contributing her share of love in the relationship..and of cos, she is not some love machine or wadever, thus she can't emit love forever. THEN, she needs a break.. a break to gather back the little little pink and red hearts, love. she is right now, going through the downside of a relationship (i dun mean dark or the negative side), its like a sine wave lidat, got up and down. how high u reached will determine how low u will hit. and after hitting bottom, she will most prob spring back up. Well, at least from her point of the testimony, its like this. this theory is also applies to males, just that it happens more frequently.. man alternates between autonomy and intimacy more than woman. so dano, i shall continue this theory on the male side of the story on the next blog..stay tuned folks!

Correct as at 20261104.
(subjected to changes if defiant changes testimony!)

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YThursday, November 11, 2004

happy birthday to my best fren TERENCE GOH BING HUI!!!!!

*inventory list for his birthday*
1. shampoo, johnson & johnson baby shampoo..the golden one.
2. deoderant, nivea compact one.
3. Chikara indian soap..the most nice smell de
4. foot spray, for his Brunei jungle trip, EX red berret and green berret!
5. aftershave..real cool one
6. facial wash, cos Eunice said that milk based ones are the best!
7. Hair gel.. even though he not much hair jajajaja
8. went to look for a gel-foam shaving cream, but cant find, so i went to his toilet and kapok one and gave him...damn swae man!!
-last entry-

haha i thk he likes it sia!

yongbin was here with you at 18:57 .

hello! its me again. after getting some feedback from my frens, (actually only one la) i feel that i should blog once everyweek. today's blog is DEEPAVALI! HAHA. no link la, but then through the tagboard, i realised that bh n cyn does actuallie peek at my blog! wow!
so i am gonna make an effort to blog more often, make my life more tou ming hua (transparent) jia you!

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